Five months one day ago

Five months one day ago
I thought I was everything you want.
But the very next day
My phone rang
And when I answer it
I heard the last thing that I could think of.

My heart started beating,
My legs and arms started shaking.
I was just going to that cafe
You stayed everyday in.
I just got in and what I saw
Will last forever in my mind.

I went to your table
And what did I see?
All your friends and you,
You kissing a girl I have never seen.
I gave you a sign
Saying "come with me outside"

I asked you "who is she?
Who the h*ll is she?"
You didn't give me an answer..
You just said "I guess it's over"
I said "OK" and turned around
And all those tears came from my eyes.

Two hours later your new girl
Went to my friend and said:
"I wanted to talk to her
And to tell her the story."
But my friend said:
"Sorry, he is a stupid as*hole,
He doesn't know what he is losing."

From the next day my new beginning came.
I tried not to think of you
And what you have done.
Four months have passed
And I felt so good
Until the moment I saw you two.

You were holding her hand
And kissing her in the rain.
You were sitting on a bench
And talking about lovely stuff.
I forded in front of you
And all you did was stare.

I was very proud of myself
Because I found that I don't care so much.
My heart just started beating,
But not like before.
Actually, I have to tell that
It was beating even more.

But not because I loved you,
Not because I wanted you so,
Not because you hurt me..
It was because you are a je*k
And I was jealous that
you are not with me but with her..

two days after that I saw you again,
you were hugging her
in the pouring rain.
You were staring at me making no sound.
All you did was watching me
I hope you realized that I'm not yours now.

I don't even care,
Because it's not worth doing it.
I don't want you now,
I don't love you now.
But I still want you to feel guilty,
Because you broke my heart.

Five months one day ago
I felt like it was the end of my life.
I saw you two and I didn't have words.
But then I realized that you are a je*k.
You don't deserve me, you don't deserve her.
You are a guy and that's enough to cut you off.