A Harsh Reality

I knew from the start it was to good to be true...
But I listened to my heart and followed on threw..
I Should've known from all the clues...
I just wasn't good enough
....good enough for you

It's been a while now and I feel further from you than ever..
I feel disconnected
I feel hurt
I feel hated
I can't feel loved

All these things I can easily feel
But I won't be able to feel the warmth of your skin
I won't be able to feel your heart beat close to mine but
I'll never hear you say that everything will be OK

But now as the clues are real for me to see
They haunt me in my dreams at night
A harsh reality
A most disturbing pain that I cannot control
It hurts more than anything I've ever felt before

I must escape the pain in which you have inflicted
It's not your fault that you don't want me
It's only your fault because if you only knew....
Then you wouldn't be able to live without me....