What if

What if I took this knife
Slid it across my wrist
And ended my one and only life?

What if I said I didn't love you
And left you behind?
What would you do?

What if I left a note
Saying good-bye to all?
Would you be able to cope?

What if I didn't do any of this?
Would you be overjoyed?
Would you still give me a sweet kiss?

What if I didn't listen to all their bull?
And walked with my heads in the clouds
And lived life to the full?

What if you held me in your arms
And I cried on your shoulder?
Would you protect me from all harm?

What if I left this life behind
And moved on to a better one?
Would you still be so kind?

What if I threw the knife
Got up and left
And continued my one and only life?

What if you didn't love me anymore?
Because of what I almost did
Would you leave and walk out the front door?

What if I went and got the knife?
Because I didn't have anything left
And ended my one and only life?