Why does he do this to me?
its scarring me.
does he not realize that when
we kissed,
it felt right, even secure?
once upon a time he felt something
for me.
but didn't do anything about it.
am i supposed to wait for him
again?
i feel I'm willing.
when i talk to him,
i feel as if Ive never laughed before
and never will again.
i try to tell him
not to worry about the past.
not everyone's going to break
his heart.
something about him makes me smile,
even if his name pops up for a
second.
does that mean anything?
it feels like he likes me,
but you can never tell with him.
is it possible that i want this so much...
my heart makes what i want?
something tells me he's going to be ready
like I'm ready for him.
i cant help but wonder
does everything really happen for a
reason?
