I've Had Enough..What About You?

How I wish I had
Control of my demon inside
Slowly he is taking over
Destroying the joy in life,

The Angel of my soul
Cries to God for strength
To do away with this
Demon who is now awake,

As God and the Angel
Try to erradicate this beast
It seems it can't be done
Their strength has decreased,

Slowly I like it more
The rage, power, nothingness
I have run out of it
There is no more forgiveness,

I will feed you more my love
More rage for you...more hate
I need you at your strongest
To help others with their fate,

Add more callous, misery
Pain, toil, and my fear
These things are easy to give
They have been with me all these years,

Now I see what I am feeding
What side I have really taken
No more Mr. Nicy guy
There will be no more faking.

To you who get walked on...it is time to stand up
No more feelings to get hurt...At least I have had enough.