No one knows

Depression and hesitation ways on my mind
my soul screams in agony
my chest hurts from the weight of it all
no one knows
a smile is on my face
a cheerful persona they do take
really i could cry
roll over and just die
no one knows
crying is for the weak
therefore I'm frail and meek
once i was strong
could take life's harm
what a difference eleven years make
as a person I'm going to break
no one knows
my soul has changed
compassion and kindness do fade
an empty shell in a deep well
no one around me knows
no one would care
as a being i changed
all around me stays the same
no more kindness only pain
no one cares
no one knows
no one cares to know