Don't want to get hurt again

I have to watch my step
I have the watch what I say
As well as what I do

I'm scared that i will mess this up
A single mistake could break my heart
And I just don't want to fall apart
By putting my foot in could ruin everything

So I fight the urges
Go against whats inside
These feelings I try so hard to hide

And tell myself I don't need you
And that what I feel for you isn't true
But thats a lie
And it doesn't seem to matter how hard I try

Because the truth is I can't stop these feelings for you
I'm unsure what to do
If its not me that your in love with then who?

Keeping it all in is a strain
But if I speak up then others will know about my pain
I REALLY don't want my feelings hurt again
It's safer this way if within my emotions remain

There are so many reasons why I hide this away
With hurt I don't want to pay
These feelings get deeper day after day

People say I don't have a chance
But inside is hope you could love me back
And I live for that
i JUST DON'T WANT TO GET HURT AGAIN...........