Today I leave the only home I ever known, a place I had felt so safe. There was no safer place then your arms; there was no love like ours. As I look around this now broken home I think of the begging and how truly happy we had been. We were so young when we were married had children so early. You where the one person I counted on the most the one I thought would be there by my side forever. But you turned out to hurt me the most. All I ever wanted was a family, I thought I could have that without you, but instead it was another realm of hell. You knew my darkest secrets you knew all my shames, you help me get though them. If it was not for you I would be truly dead. You took me out of my darkest place held me up embraced me and told me you would never let me go, told me nothing bad would ever happen to me again, told me you would take care and love me forever. You did not do any of those things for you hurt me the most. There was a time I thought I could not breathe without you, the merely thought would tighten up my chest. I love you so much, trusted you with all my heart let you in my deep dark thoughts. How did this happen, how could two people so obviously destined to be together end up apart, running away from anther? I gave you my whole heart, loved you inside and out, but you changed into someone I did not know. So many broken promises, so many unspoken words, I tried so hard to save us, but the harder I tried the more you rebelled, farther and farther we slip apart. Today I leave our home the only home I ever known, today, I cry one last tear for this is truly goodbye.
I shall miss you so, more than you'll ever know.
