MY DARKNESS

My Darkness so mysteries and evil
Controlling my life and heart
My darkness so hurtful and causes pain
A pain that will never be repaid
A demon that will hunt you down,
In a place that will mean to you dearly
A painful darkness that will always be in your heart
A pain that you feel discussed of your self
That your blood doesn't mean anything to you
Nor you life of misery and depression
I used to be in love
But the darkness took that away
I pick up a knife
Because that darkness told me to end
I feel unhappy of myself
And including hurting the people that stays with me
I just cant stand hurting the people that I love
I puffer hurting myself and life then there own.
I know the demon and darkness will be apart of me
And no one can change that
But what can I do about that
All I can say and do is try not to cause pain
And hurtful feeling for my family and friends
I don't care if that means being alone in the rest of my life
I really don't care
I'm already alone and scare of myself
And turning in to an Emo person.
But this is my Darkness
That I have in my heart
And which it will never rest
Until I die if pain and nightmares.
This is my darkness.