21. I Am Missing You

I thought that I heard you say “I love you”
But when I turned around to tell you the same I realized it was just a dream

I am missing you so very much baby that it is just tearing me apart inside
I try but I just can’t hide it “I love you with every inch of my heart”

I ask God everyday to help keep me from going crazy without you here
I am missing you my dear and wishing I could hold you near

It gets harder and harder everyday to breath because you are my air
I miss how you would run your hands through my hair

I miss our long walks together and how we would talk forever
I miss staying up all night long, oh how we just got alone

I miss the way you would just stair at me for no reason at all
I miss the warm feeling you gave me when you would lay next to me

I miss that safe feeling you gave when you held me in your arms
I miss when you would look me in my eyes and tell me “I love you Toni”

I am just missing you with everything I have inside

I thought that I heard you say “I love you”
But when I turned around to tell you the same I realized it was just a dream

Toni Marie Lawrence 4-20-08