Thinking

I sit in the dark
Thinking of how things should be
Thinking of all the pain i cause you
And of the things i didn't see

It's taring me apart
Opening me wide
And it's scaring me to death
With no where to hide

I constantly think about you
Non-stop day and night
Me having this feeling deep inside
Knowing the next day you won't be at my sight

I know what I've done
I've know what i need to do
I know i need to make things right
But mostly with you

I'm scared of someone else having you
And you giving them your heart
When i could of had it all along
Right from the very start