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It's like you told me, life have to be complicated/
I've notice it from the start that you and I were fated/
The shapes of your face, it's like god created it/
You're like a drug, you're love makes me intoxicated/
When you walked into my world, you made my puzzle unmitigated/
Speak to the end of life, your words will still never be dissipated/
You make my body thaw, my mouth to melt, my heads frustrated/
Seeing you walk away, without I'll be suffocated/
And in future they all know where I'll be located/
You're my future, and boy, you got this girl fascinated/

Waiting for a dream, doesn't make it real/
Even the higher up above, can't make me feel the way you make me feel/
I waited for my dream, and the time could kill/
Your touch and closeness, my heart they fill/
Cus I am now living in my dream, it all runs together/
The love, the good, the feeling, and I wanna hold on forever/
So few words for so many feelings, crisscrossing my heart/
So far away from each other, it's still like were never apart/
A matrix of desire, tangled relations, I can't simplify/
I need you and it's for you to hear, no one needs to testify/
I'll always fight for you, stand by and justify/

You can have me dreaming, when I ain't even sleeping/
You are the only person in my life it actually was worth meeting/
Stay with me, hold my hand so I can freeze the world/
So glad to have the status as your girl/
How wonderfully life could be, it the right people meet each other/
From words to kisses, I've met my soul mate lover/
You and me, so far away but still so close/
Your voice so sweet, like clouds in the sky it flotes/
Two worlds apart,/
But still i reach for your heart/

Candy face I wanna eat you, so you can be a part of me forever/
Even the sun turns away when you shine, like you never sever/
Don't wanna close my eyes, scared of missing a moment/
You'll be proud having a girl behind you back, me as foment/
I'll give you new memories, you give me back/
The past and the bad, will just fade away to black/
From the time I say goodbye till the time I see you, feels like a lifetime/
Never seen love like this, and your appearance is a crime/

I'm stitched up tight, don't wanna shake free/
Love is the drug, you got this hook on me/
Face to face, toe to toe, heart to heart as we hit the floor/
I'll kiss your sweetness, make you begging for more/
I'll give you my love, do my thing, get down on my knees/
I know when I'm done, I swear you want more and will beg me please/
It's so fine how you make a girl like me living high/
I walk the earth but still you make me fly/
Make me fly so high, my feets will never toutch the ground/
Makes me turned on just having you around/
Baby, I used to see the world as dark/
Now, everyday the sun shines in my heart/

This is not friendship, this is more than chemistry/
How my heart beats fast, and how I'm tripping everytime you're next to me/
With words, with songs, with flows it's still hard to describe/
How this love is, it goes from east to west, as deep as it is wide/
If words could fall like rain, from these lips of mine/
With a thousand years, I will still run out of time/
I'm dizzy of love, I'm loosing my foothold/
You know that even if you don't want to, everything you touch turnes to gold/
I hope you never let me go, cus that will be my biggest loss/
Cus I will forever be yours, I'm your prisoner and your my boss/

Beautiface, you're my disease I will never get over/
Nothing will change the facts for me to you, not when I'm drunk or sober/
Would turned you into water and shoot you right into my skin/
No need for drugs, that would be my heroin/

PART 2

"If you love something you let it go"/
My fast heart beat was turning to slow/
A shot in the brain, the world crashing down/
My body hit the floor, my tears drown/
Humiliated of love perfection I was the clown/
At the ground begging to find the button for shutdown/

Running from the pain with my tears in a heap/
My face so swollen I needed the release/
Wanted you to speak now or forever hold your peace/
Thinking I wasn't good enough for you to keep/
I fell so hard and I was out there tripping on my feet/
Can't hold someones love against them, but it's you I seek/

I'm sorry for crying, I'm sorry for holding on to you/
Sorry I'm so sorry, sorry for sometimes making you mad/
I'm sorry for all of my happiness and my smiles were turning to sad/
Sorry for misunderstanding, Actin like you're a bid/
I'm so sorry for being childish and turning into a little kid/
Sorry for allt the things that I've said, I'm sorry I ever did/

The worst of my days, we got into our fight/
The words I said, wanna get into darkness and I might/
Cus maybe were all the same when we turn of the light/
Speaking to the end of everything, Cus I just wanted to show/
That I could be whatever you want, I just never wanted you to let me go/
I could take your place in heaven, I hope that you know/

The unexpected is always upon us, of all the gifts Ive ever got/
Is the though of the love you gave me, the one I love so much/
Losing you is like losing the the ability to breathe/
I'm sorry for saying this, but I miss you and you the one I need/
You're so close, but still a whole world apart/
But I swear to God, everyday I reach for your heart/

The sun will finally shine, can't always be rain/
Though things have changed, in my heart you remain/
The first time I saw you I was fascinated, the second I was obsessed/
The third, couldn't think of anything else, you got me blessed/
My head says turn around and walk away from all of this/
But a head can't change a heart, this is real, it is/

Savin some space for you In the corners of my mind/
Don't know what I'm looking for but I guess it's you I wanna find/
This is life, love found and love lost/
But baby can't you understand it's you I love the most/
Ive been sleeping with the clouds above my bed/
With thinking you over again and again inside my head/

The past just doesn't move on, you made the shape of my heart/
You don't have to be with me, we could be apart/
But before I fight my way trough this, I want you to know/
I'll always be here waiting, so/
Cus I don't want to be your memory and your past/
I want to be your present and future that I know will last/

Sometimes it feels like even heaven is hell without you/
I can tell when the brightest red are turning into blue/
I think, if change my way of living/
If I pave my streets with good times will the mountain keep on giving?/
Instead of being in my heart, you are my heart/
When you walked out, my whole world fell apart/

By waiting I will drown in my fake personality/
I know I don't get love like a delivery/
But what to do when you loose something you can't replace?/
It will never be the same, in that case../
You raped my heart, so I guess I'm lost/
You the most beautiful person in this whole damn world, I want you whatever it costs/

Come dance with me one last time, and I will play a song that lasts forever/
I will shine in your arms and I will never sever/
I collected my best words for you, you and only you/
I don't know a lot, but I know this is true/
Cus I once had a dream come true/
And beauti.. that was you../
Baby i couldn't bear to loose you again, please forever us/
I'm so sorry.. But I love you so much..