I think its so wrong how you hurt me so badly, yet I still like you as much as I did at our best times. I really don't understand why, or how I still have these feelings, when you're clearly not worth my time. Yes, I know. These words are a bit harsh, but compared to what you did to me, it's nothing. I wish I didn't regret ever falling for you, but I do. I really don't remember what I saw in you, nor what I was thinking as I was going through that time in my life.
All I recall now, is that was the biggest mistake I ever made, and if I could I would go back to that moment when I fell in love; yes fell in love, as hard as it is for you to believe it, I did fall in love, and to the point were I was head over heels; yet I would take back every second of it, and I wouldn't think twice about it.
It Might not sound like love, but my hate has overpowered my love towards you, to a point where I find myself sitting on my bed staring outside my window just thinking of... you. I suppose when it comes down to it, my true feelings do come out, yet it's still all so complex, and every second that goes by, seems to make my feelings clear, but everyday that goes by, just seems to make them wonder if it was truly even love.
