Almost Easy

My death was easy
Sure a lot of people are suffering cause of me
And sure I suicide myself
I rather be dead for the rest of life then staying in the real world
I was suffering in a broken heart
A broken heart that canâ??t handle anymore
A heart that doesnâ??t stand being alone
I was losing my mind
And I wasnâ??t insane
I rather die then getting hurt again
I rather end my life then falling in love again
My death was almost easy
It took a lot of thinking and sacrifice of I had to do
It took a lot of painful memories to get that gut feeling
A gut feeling that I wanted to get
And including the reason and to remind me why I cause my death.