Love is pain

Feeling this pain deep inside
a bottle cap sealed real tight
no way to express myself
tears running down my face
asking why should i live
i cant tell this to nobody
for i don't know what this feeling is
so many things i should have said,
and so so many i shouldn't have
but there's no way turning back
why dose this hurt?
like fire is growing
wishing i was a little kid again
I'm in a box, so dark and cold
wishing i could get out but its a lock with no key
i just want to be with the one that makes me happy
its like my heart has been cut open and beaten up
thrown to the walls
and been Rand over by a car
no operation can heal these wounds
no door can open...
but I'm not giving up because
i know this pain is going away
as soon as i see your beautifully face