Not Really A Poem (Srry)

I Promised Myself

that when it was over, id laugh at the memories, but here i am without a smile in sight...

i promised myself

that i would call u, just to see if u were ok, but here i am, and i cant even dial ur number...

i promised myself

that when it was over, i would not shed a tear, but here i am, shirt almost soaked...

i promised myself

i would let u go gracefully, but here i am, hating myself for letting u leave...

i promised myself

that when it was over, i wouldnt look back, but here i am, unable to walk forward...

i promised myself

i would say goodbye, but here i am, still saying i love u.