I cant think of a title

I try to think
but when i do my heart sinks

of how every time i try
and how u always set me up to die

i want u now and forever
i want ur lips
i want ur body but i cant have it
i want u but i cant have u...

i want u if youll have me but you will not
even though i try
you will just hang me up to dry

like a used rag with no feeling
even though you see im seething

i want you to abuse me
but all you do is use me

i want u now and forever
i want ur lips
i want ur body but i cant have it
i want u but i cant have u...

please just tell me why
you will not let me try

just let me love you
let me have you

Please... love me too