You left me, Let me come with you (my friend who ended it all)

Our dreams we made
Our hopes too
We both said we would pull through

I guess our promise didnt quite work out
You left without a proper goodbye
Im sitting here, feeling the tears as i cry

I feel so alone
So lost and so cold

You left me without a note or word
You killed me, you killed my soul

I tried to stop you
But this you couldnt see
That someone in this world did love you, it was me

You were my sister
My happiness and my glee
I could tell you my worries
You had them too

You told me I was strong
I told you, that you were wrong

So now im sitting here
Not knowing what to do
Should I kill myself
And go to you?