There were times that I want to pretend,
That I Will never want to be ashamed.
I pretend that I am very Happy,
Or otherwise, very Lonely.
But what always makes me frown,
Like an audience Laughed a crying clown,
Is why should I need to pretend,
If myself is going to descend?
If I Can change one thing,
A thing that could change everything,
Is to gave up to be a pretender,
that will turn-over my own suffer.
When somebody wants to put me down,
I will never want to be a funny clown,
If I do, I am already Cursed,
And the pain will get so Much worse.
Since the day when I Was a kid,
Until the day that I am stupid,
I dont want to be a pretender anymore,
I want to have some friends forevermore.
I've Learned a lesson that I will never forget,
Not even a word from regret,
Be true to myself, that it should be,
But to pretend, that I will never be....
