One Last Chance

Off you go on your skate board, dragging my heart with you. I force back the tears that wish to fall from my eyes, wishing to have one last moment.

I know I've been acting strange, pulling away and not allowing you to touch me. It's because I'm scared of whats going to happen in the future.

You are so loving and caring, it breaks my heart. Everyday I envision the moment it's over, pulling me to my ends.

I'm terrified of hurting you, or leading you to think I'm the only one. I'm not that good, you deserve so much better than me.

So why you still love me is beyond my logic, I'm nothing special. Just a girl trying to survive life and make it through the night.

I want so badly to race on my bike after you, jump off, and kiss you soundly. Let myself go and let you understand me if only somewhat.

But I let you go, staring after you with longing in my eyes. I pedal away from you, berating my self.

I've let another person I love slip away, right through my fingers. I don't know if there will be a next time, if I get another chance.

But I need one more, to show you I love you. Cause I know I haven't done well so far, I just need one more chance.