Situations

You know about my past
The things I've done
Drinking, smoking, cutting
You didn't understand
You said I had my faith
When really I had given up

But then you understood
You knew how I felt
Why I had cut
You said it was to close to the situation
That it bothered you how I felt
But the truth is you were even closer
When I was suffering

Now I try hard not to for you
To feel the cold blade
Then the rush of blood
That brings me no release
Yet I can't stop

But I had waited so long
So long to hear those words
I understand and it bothers me
I didn't feel so alone anymore
That someone finally gets it

Please keep understanding
And not giving up on me
Because you and her
Are the only reason I'm still here