Dark moonlight

by RoseBlood   Aug 13, 2008


Well, I am walking alone in the middle of the night again
In the middle of nowhere
Trying to find your face here in the darkness of these streets
In the middle of nowhere
Trying to find a way to turn back time and get out of this
Middle of nowhere
Looking for the answers that cannot be found here
In the middle of nowhere
Remembering our first kiss and trying to forget it
Led by the dark moonlight
Passing by your flat hoping to see you
Led by the naivety of my broken heart

Has it been a year since we don't talk no more??
Has it been so long since we parted?
I steel feel the same way as I felt four years ago,
When you walked into my classroom and my heart quickened.

I still wonder, some things that left unclear to me
I still don't know have you ever loved me
That's why I let the dark moonlight to take me wherever it's taking me
With hope that I some day I will touch your heart again
And find out what it feels for me

There was a time when the moonlight was bright and sparkling
But it only made me doubt in you and get away from you
Oh, wasn't my getting away from you the biggest mistake of my life?
Oh, isn't that the reason why I am in the middle of nowhere?
How could I allow myself to believe in someone who was telling lies?
How could not believe in your words when I have known you all my life
And been in love with you for four of my 16 years?
We had past-as friends
We had present-at then as...something more than just friends
We might have had a wonderfull future but I ruined it
Like I always ruin everything
Oh, I wish I was led then by this dark moonlight
I wish I didn't trust the bright-sparkling one
I wish I had trusted you more than anything in my life
But, I also wish to have felt upon my soul your love
Just as I had given you my love

But I don't regret about anything, exept for letting you go
I have given you my love, risked everything to get your love
Never cared about the consequences that might have been
I am just so sorry I changed the way you thought of me
Ever since I pulled you away from me
But I remember our times together
I made you laugh, never made you cry,did I?
And I know I made you think this I was gonna be right there, forever
I know you think that I moved on, and fell in love with someone else
And I know you still care about me I can see it in your eyes
Whenever I catch you looking at me
And in that part of the second I know you are still with me
And my traces still live with you
But, that's how we stand now
There is nothing else between us anymore
Just memories of our times spent together
(Like then in the schoolyard when we talked for hours)
And, time after time, some looks
Signs that show that I miss you and you miss me too
But, now you've probably moved on
I know you got a new love
She is probably all that your dreams are made of
But, you don't know that I haven't moved on
I don't have a new love
All I got is the guide through the night
All I got is the dark moonlight.

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