How can I lie to you? To the one who has done everything in their power to protect me? The one who looks out for me, the only one I trust. Your the one I love with all my being. I need you in my life; like one needs a heart to pump blood that will carry essential oxygen to all my cells so that they can remain alive and I may survive. I love you to the point where mere words cannot explain. I need you within my life because even though we haven't been together our entire lifetime I feel as though I grew up with you. I know at times my actions are not always the right or smartest way to go about doing things but I am trying-
I've learned to be strong ... or at least appear to be, but truthfully I'm not. I'm just strong because I know that if I fall you'll be there to catch me before I smash to the unforgiving ground below. O* I am very afraid of loosing you, in every way that this could possibly be interpreted. I need you physically, I need you spiritually, emotionally and mentally. Without you I'm no longer whole. I know and I realize that I need to grow up sometimes ...I will, I have ... I promise you. I know that you no longer trust me, but I will do everything in my power to regain just an ounce of the trust that I once had. O* I love you, and I need you to know that i cannot imagine my life without you. I can't loose you because truthfully, you are the only thing that has been constant in my life. You are the only one who has never let me down, the only one who's always around, the one person who knows me for me and not the person I pretend to be. Please, I beg of you ... don't take my constant away.
