Could it be?

Could it be jealousy?
When i see beautiful harmless girls swarm around you
The pain ..a stab to the heart...
Could it be anger?
I carried out myself outrageously to get a little of your attention...but received none...
Could it be hopelessness ?
That makes me want to curl up and die after my efforts failed miserably.
Could it be LOVE?
That makes my heart beat slower and faster at the same time at the mere thought of you...
I wonder ...what could it be?
This force drives me to behave unashamedly,be in tears at your rejection,angry at your blind eyes..
Oh what could it be?

P.s this is one of my poems but I'm just trying this out how does it sound?