No Matter What

I find myself watching the time One minute, one hour, another day, another night. I'm here alone while you're out having a good time, I'll be home in an hour or two. . . . . Sound familiar? It should, it was a LIE from you, and no matter what I believed every word to be true. But all in all it was you just being you, Making broken promises to the one that truely loves you. I love you no matter what even though I'm dying inside, I feel as if I've been cursed and crushed on the out-side. Numbness has become of me, for I have no heart, You ripped it out of me and tore it apart