I wish i may I wish i might

I wish i may
i wish i might
get the wish
i wish tonight,
i wish for you
my one true love
to honor and cherish
i asked the stars above,
my wish i wished
on that special night came true
the heavens above
well they sent me you,
almost 5 months together we spent
full of happy and sad times
like all things do
those were the best months of my life,
but now i sit here holding this knife
crying my eyes out
just wishing and praying
that someone would take my life,
i cut here
and i cut there
waiting and anticipating
for it all to end,
so then i say i wish i may
i wish i might
get this wish
that i wish tonight,
i wish that i shall get you back
i know the odds are slim to none
since what you want isn't me
its time and space that you need,
but I'm so scared of loosing you
that some other girl will get to hear you say
i love you baby
or i love you too,
my eyes are crying
my heart is bleeding
my soul is hurting
my brain is thinking,
i love you baby
i thought you should know
that if you ever want me back
then the answer is yes,
take your time
but don't take to long
slowly I'm dieing
and i wanna live,
so save me please
i cant take any more
your getting along
but I'm way behind,
as the blood flows
from my veins to the floor
remember one thing
from now till forever I'm always yours,
so once again i say i wish i may
i wish i might
get the wish
that i wish tonight