Tired and weary of alot ,wondering if you're there or not.Trying to hold in the pain,yet it seems all in vain.Time....to fast?...That may be true.But it doesn't change the way I feel about you.Its like being six again & being a good boy all year,hoping that at Christmas,Santa's toy will be there.Instead there's a flood & grey skies.Dark & sorrowfull,pouring from my eyes.Drowning & slowly going under.Is this worth it?...I sometimes wonder.Yet i continue fighting this love battle through.Torturing my heart just because I love you.
