Pathetic

I am pathetic
I can go all day
with my thoughts centered
around only you
and then sleep, and dream of
yes,
you.
I get so jealous
when I listen to you tell
someone else that you love them
immediately after the girl
who isn't me
whispers the same words to you.
I am incredibly pathetic
because whenever I hear
just your voice
my body and mind are screaming
to have you close again.
I am pathetic, Cat Eyes,
because I gave up my chance
to love you.