Looking down to hide my face from you
because the tears are rolling down my cheeks uncontrollably
i don't understand...you put your hands around my face and slowly wipe the tears...you look into my eyes with that look that ill never forget... so deep so insightful so serious all the time like your in control...but its not so this time i no longer see those things...your eyes are filled with fear and for once in a life time you don't the answer... i stare more trying to find the truth in your eyes trying to find out if you meant those words you said to me...tears run down your face..i cant take i close my eyes and turn to run...but you wont let go you turn me and kiss me one last time...are tears are mixing your touch is not as strong as normal its shaking...i gaze at you as you pull away...i don't understand i said my first words...you look at me with concern in your eyes and say i love you...as you let go and walk away my knees get weak i cant stand on my own what will i do with out you...you seem to be fading slowing and then your gone and now i lay here writing this in puddles of my own blood and tears...this is my goodbye.
