Its hard to say

Its hard to say i love you
because it was twice you broke my heart
its hard to say i trust you
because you promised that we will never part
its hard to say i miss you
because these tears will still come at night
its hard to say i hate you
because its not worth it anymore to fight
its hard to say I'll wait for you
because no tears will ease this pain
its hard to say come back to me
because all roads lead to her even if its shallow lanes
its hard to say i was wrong
because blaming myself wont make me strong