Im so alone;
The malignant night stretches on.
and i forget that I've sinned.
now each word dies on my fingertips.
our whispers carried in the wind.
and maybe; if your quiet enough;
you'll be able to hear my heart,
screaming your name. and if;
i never fall in love, i cant fall apart.
and if i never breathe again,
i cant die; but Ive already fell,
already fell for your essence.
I'm under your sweet salacious spell.
and the pain breaks me, and i fall apart;
i can only wish things never changed.
and that i was not so worthless;
that my life was not so deranged.
and the tears that i have cried for you;
only add to the denial i feel.
so I'll just black out the whole world;
and become part of something so unreal.
the end of the night comes;
and i wonder where you are.
what passion you emit.
what love you can commit.
dawn is here.
and I'm filled with fear.
i feel my insides quiver.
and all i want is you.
but i feel so rejected.
so alone.
