"I gave u my heart willing with my hands clean and now that u want to give it back to me it is a brusd"

"u" should be spelled out "you".

What's that last word "brusd"? I don't know what you meant, try using spell check.

Add comma's and period's to this piece for pauses and it will be a lot better. Because without them I couldn't understand what you were saying part of the time.