Lonliness

Loneliness became my best-friend since you been gone,
I thought you would come back but you are truly gone now

I didn't know what we had was so temporary for you
And that you would let it go so easily

I know I have hurt you but I didn't have a choice
I knew my past will come back and hurt me
But I thought we accept each other's flaws

Sometimes I wish things went back to how it used to be
But then again I think you aint worth of my love

How can you be the real nigga for me
When you just got scared and run away

I have seen many guys who wanted to make me their wifey
But how can I accept when I never imagined to be someone else's

You made me feel like I was the one for you
And you have waited so long to make yours

Tell me babe what has changed? How can you be so plain,
Why don't you explain yourself and maybe tell me how you feel

I still remember what you said and its killing me inside,
I want to get rid of you but I miss you dearly