Love, Envy, Missed-Goodbye

I love you but I have to go
I love you but you'll never know
I love your laugh, your smile, your eyes
And when you look at me I'm filled with joy inside.
I am envious of how she looks at you
and how you look right back
I am envious of how you can taunt me with those lies
with those eyes...
But you'll never know
I have to go
Get out of this place
Before I fall to pieces
from this sickness- of loving you
I'll miss you-
I wish i could kiss you
But I have to get out here
Go anywhere but where I am now.
Miss those eyes.
Miss that smile.
Miss the opportunity.
This is my goodbye
My wish for you to know before you go-
Is that you will always be in my dreams
Goodbye, my love.