Sanctuary

My sanctuary a place where i dream to be,
thats safe & warm & full of glee

Instead of being here tortured & hurt,
where i feel more worthless than a piece of dirt

My only relief is my only friend,
he shines so bright & can never bend

there's crimson on the corner,
but more i want to endure

these bandages cover more than secrets,
they hide my mistakes, my pain & my regrets

The people they notice that somethings not right,
i just want them to know I'm holding on so tight

but soon my grip is bound to let go,
then the truth comes out their all dying to know

how i hid this secret for so long,
not one single tear but their all so wrong

behind closed doors it was a different story,
there was blood & tears.. it was oh so gory

hoping tonight will be the end,
whats broken is broken unable to mend