My secret,forbidden,destined love

I look at your face
and i begin to cry on the inside
to know that i look at your eyes
and you stare back at mines
and i am the only one who feels this way...
or at least thats how it looks...
to look at your lips and want to kiss them
and know i cant...it hurts..
to hold you close and be in my happy place
knowing eventually ill have to break away
it doesent feel any better..,
a small tear drops from my eye each time...
for you to show no emotion after all we been through
makes me want to quit...and give up..
i love you so much and i know you love me too
even though you only show me through the special conditions..
i understand....and you do too
we were meant to be together somehow
even if its not as lovers
but everyone tries to keep us from our destiny...
but still we fight toward our forbidden love
and its a fight worth fighting for
i will fight everyday,a lifetime or two
cause thats how much i love you