Cluster of thoughts

I think what i miss the most, the most about me and you
is waking up beside you babe, layin there lookin at you
id lay there and wait for you to finally get up
and when you did, the first thing i got was a kiss.
oh how adorable you are to me.
you pull me close and call me yours, over and over again.
you just dont see, how much you truely mean to me.

darlin iloveyou, i've loved you for so long
id be a stupid woman, to ever give you up.

to be completely honest with you,
what lies ahead deeply scares me
what we have is good an all
but where will our lives be?
baby, your the one, the one i want for life
no ifs or buts about it
your all the happiness i need.
i can only hope your feelin this too.

i can live without you, believe me i can
but the truth of the matter is, i just wouldnt want to.

you make me nervous for the day, the day we wont make it through.
the day you finally tell me, this just isnt for you.
if that day were to ever come, i dont know what id do.
i sit and think and think some more, of everything that we went through.
the love, fights, tears, and such
how amazing you really are
and just how great you are to me
to think how i couldnt be

i dont know what it is, but i certainly wish i knew,
the actual reason why, im forever stuck on you.

ive never been capable of looking at someone, at a short distance, and feeling that there all you'll ever want. like without them there will always be something missing.
your the only one, to ever make me feel that way.

i want you to know, just exactly how much i miss, the little simple innocence, of what our love use to be.