Why is this happening

I look into you eyes and all i see
are you beautiful eyes staring back at me
as much as you don't think so, I'm scared too
but you're the one, I'm only here for you

i think about you every single night
that we are meant to be together, i know its right
i know you feel the same way about me too
and why you wont admit it i have no clue

i love it when you're cuddled up next to me
you are the one to my heart, you hold the key
when I'm close to you and i feel your hot breath of air
i get a feeling so indescribable and so rare

but things have gone bad, you now tell me I'm not the one you want or need
my heart is aching its starting to bleed
i hope ill get another chance to be your guy
or is that just me dreaming, is my head in the sky

i now sit here pondering what could have been
and what it is now, an empty blank screen
every day is a fight without you
but i tried to hide my feelings, so none knew

ill get really jealous if you're with another person
it'll certainly make my feelings worsen
i know i cant help in what choice you make
cause it'd kill me if he hurt you and it was a mistake

every time we talk now, you have such hate
but its OK, it'll pass ill just have to wait
who is this? i know this isn't you
Ive seen the real girl, this isn't the one i knew

the connection between us is definitely not lost
and all this unnecessary fighting has come at a cost
but no matter what happens i want you to remember
that through this you will always be my lover

you and i will never come to an end
because you and i, we tend to blend
i love you more than anyone will
and we will be together, i wont rest until