Everything i've written

The spur of the moment brought us together once again
And with that spur, bliss, love and pain
A smile even came
But I'm not everything, the queen to your throne
You tell me all the time and it hurts to the bone

I know you love me, i know it's true
But why don't i believe it when you say, i love you too
You're supposed to be happy when you're back with your only one
But why does the pain weigh a ton?

The pain of not being your everything
I'm not supposed to cry and weep
But the pain, in my heart, here it creeps.

I love you so much and until the day i die
My heart, the love it bleeds, it's all for you
You are everything, every poem, every tear i shed
But I'm just something you want in your bed!