Forever and Always

I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
i can only be me
I'm sorry i wasn't the perfect,
girl you wanted me to be.

Id give anything to make you happy,
even if it makes me sad.
id never do anything to hurt you,
i didn't try to make you mad.

Sometimes you got angry
and we started to fight
little did you know i cried myself to sleep at night
sometimes i didn't k now what i did wrong,
i don't understand why we didn't get along.

here i am once again,
your running through my head.
another night without you,
its nights like these i wish i were dead

i keep repeating all the love songs,
they all remind me of you.
i feel so empty i miss you so much
i feel like I'm nobody without your touch.

i feel so incomplete
like my heart has no beat.
i need to kiss your tender lips.
i need to feel your gentle hands upon my hips.

the days feel so short while my nights
are filled with such pain and distort.

to see your face to
hear your voice
to see your eyes,
and beautiful smirk would be a blessing.

my worlds became a black & white blur,
I'm blinded by your missing face
your the only one that can put my
color back in place.

with you gone its like nothing
else matters. i hear people
talking, but my ears choose to
ignore i try to put the words out
but my tongues all twisted in circles

i lay down & remember the
last time i saw your face
its like you were happy nothing
was gonna ruin your pace.

there was something hidden
deep beyond your smile a
dark scary place i looked and
there was no possible trace.

i should have been there i
should have seen what was
eating at you from the inside
and out.

i try to tell myself your in a
better place that one day ill
get to see your beautiful face
and all your pain is gone nothing
can hurt you now.

i know your all better and your up
there smiling down watching over us
without droopy frown.

my heart will never mend
never be whole again.
forever it'll be yours
when you left you took part
of me. and i have a part of you

it comes down to one thing
and only this. i love you and i
miss you. forever and always
always and forever.

R.I.P Dylan David Foglio.
10-15-91_6-6-08
i miss you and ill never forget you. your my one and only love. the distance doesn't matter when you love someone so much. and i understand why god would have wanted you close to him. cause you truly were an angel on earth.