I sit here remember when i would pick up the phone and call dad and remind him hey christmas is near....I remember him say you would be here this year. everything was ready my excitement no on could bring down until that phone call came in. I never thought 2008 would give me such a stong hit that gave my little world another reason to disappear. I have no reason to keep going my tears are long over done. I finished the gift that was for you i look up at the sky and think to myself with tears streaming down my cheeks, "what now?" Ive always asked myself why do the people that want to live die and the ones who dont are still around. Idont have many answers and im tired of asking questions but truly will we ever find an ending answer that can only be known with time for all i have seen is people die with questions unanswered and leave us with new ones, Where are they now?
