I wish I could tell you

You will never have me
No matter how often
You assure me you love me
Despite that
My chest flutters when you smile
Even though
I want you to be the first I see in the morning
It doesn't matter
That we make each other happy

My parents made it so I would always cry
So no matter
How often I want to assure you
That I love you too
My walls will stop me
You will never have me