As The Tear Rolls Down My Cheek

When I close my eyes at night a tear rolls down my cheek
Thinking of all our special moments I cry as I can't sleep
I wonder if you are doing the same as you lay down in your bed
but I cant imagine they are for me any tears that you may shed.

Its almost like its fake Like this whole thing cannot be real
but how could it be in my head when all I do is feel
I guess it would be easier if I could erase it all away
but for some reason I can't let go of all our memories and days

When you looked at me, deep down I hoped and I prayed
That I was good enough for you I tried harder every day
But now you barely look at me and this is enough to kill
I used to fall in love with you and the feeling remains still

I fell in love with you each time I looked into your eyes
I wondered if you felt this Did you even realize?
I fear I have lost you now and I will never get you back
Cause I feel like I am nothing and a lot of things I lack

Your trust for one is something I lost a long time ago
I just hope I can find that thing that will prove and let you know
That I am struggling without you all I need is one last chance
And I wont step upon you feet in our final dance

Even if you want to go and slam the door right in my face
I need you to know that no one else could fill my empty space
It was a space just for you and no one else could compare
No one else could replace all the things we did and shared

I will close my eyes and feel that tear as it shall fall
Next time I might have to have my heart inside a wall
All I need is one more hug and have you hold me one last time
Because my whole life cant erase the light that you have shined.