I'll understand

Dedicated to my luser...i wonder if only you could just tell me....

I'll understand

Im tired of serching and
looking for your love,
Hoping and wishing it
with the stars above

Tired of calling you,
email, and, writing
Everyday is a constant battle,
with my heart im fighting.

I'm so sick and tired or your absent feelings,
your confusing mind.
Do you know what kind of pain
in my heart you have designed

Do you read my poems?
Do you read what i write?
These feelings that are full
of love and spite.

I like you, i want you
i really do
but i cant keep playing
this little games with you

But i cant take it anymore,
its just too intense
I wonder if thses words to you
make any sense.

Just tell me how you feel,
or tell me to forget
instead of leading me
in these endless circle of regret

If it is not meant to be,
then i'll understand
just to me so my heart
and soul can withstand