Scared

Scared of what I heard
Scared of what I saw
Scared of all the people
Who like to watch me fall.

Scared about my future.
Sick about my past
Scared of all the things
They promised that would last.

Scared of being me
Scared of losing him.
Scared of what I'm seeing
When the lights go dim..

Scared to scream
And too scared to run
He's standing over me
"Don't worry you'll have fun"