My Boy

My boy...

most days your like a recurring bad dream

because its seems things will never change

but at the same time your my sunshine on a rainy day

seeing you smile still gives me butterflies

you kick me when I'm down

but sometimes your the one who picks me up and kicks the people that put me down, down

what happened to my boy?

the one who always put me first

the boy whose top priority was keeping a smile on my face

the boy who made me feel special every single second of everyday

the boy who tried to make me believe in life itself

even when he didn't

the boy who didn't call me a lost cause

when everyone else did

i feel scared and alone

oh boy wont you come back and save me from myself

you were always the only one who could

give me that look the one that says I'm your angel and your everything and beautiful and that you love me so much

that look used to make me feel faint

but I'm not going to lie

its faded a bit

just like my boy...

i love you