Love confusion

It's hard to let you go
you said you loved me
you said you cared
but i guess it was all fake

I never got a chance to tell you
what you wanted to hear
but i know one thing you cant deny
i showed you how much i cared
and how faithful i would've been to you

It's crazy how you let me go so fast
for just one mistake
yet you give her as many chances as she wants

You say you don't love her
yet you show her everyday
how much you mean to her
in every single way

I know she's my friend
I know it's f**ked up
but I just can't hide
what i feel for you

I don't really care
what they say about me
I don't care if they call me a h*re sk*nk or even a s*ut
because I know I'll never forget you!!!