Hardest times of my life

by leah j   Dec 11, 2008


1 being questioned when i myself dont understand.

2 pretending to be innocent of what a'm guilty about.

3 trying to forget someone when i know i never will.

4 admiting i was wrong after i have been so insistent that i was right.

5 debating with myself.

6 accepting the fact that some things are not ment to be.

7 trying to understand when i just carnt.

8 realizing that i've been tricked after i've giving my whole trust

9 parting and letting go of somone who made me belive in love .
the hardest part about walking away from the one i love
is the part i have to relize that he will never ever run after me.

forgetting the feeling i have for someone is one of the things could never be easy
after the long times of loving here i am now trying to forget but still loving in silence

how can i forget that very person i once truly loved i carnt i just carnt ....unless
i never really loved that person.

if everthink between me and him is not real a slice of my fantasy, the sad part of the game
then let me assume it ended like he did love me .

its hard to smile to show am not hurt .....to giggle to pretend am ok.....its hard to laught after i have cried
whats worse is that am still in love with someone even after i have said GOODBYE.

its true setting someone free is the hardest thing to do......its not the tears i cried that made it so hard
but the small peices of HOPE left inside my heart that someday we'd still end up together.

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