I want to fall in love.
Ive always dreamed of a my perfect girl, never seeing her face, but always going through the motions of what i thought was the perfect relationship...
We would do all the things that lovers do.
We would walk hand in hand, unphased by those who decided to stare as we walk, run, or maybe skipped by.
I would hold the girl of my dreams in my arms knowing that there wasn't going to be any storm of regret coming the next mourning, just being utterly happy in the moment, safe.
She would ask for my sweater when we were at a bonfire, and wear it with pride, as i quietly watched from the corner of my eyes, trying to hide my feelings elation.
We would go to a theme park and go on all the rides she liked, running ride to ride never stopping to even worry about those in our path.
We would share that special kiss that sends shivers down your spine, that kiss that lets you know your right where you belong. that kiss that feels like home.
We would spend hours talking about anything and everything, and i would just suddenly realize how lucky i am to have found my super best friend.
I would invite her over to my parents house and stand side by side; a united front, not afraid, but inviting the incoming introductions and barrage of questions. knowing that shes all Ive ever dreamed of.
We would go out on dates, just to enjoy each others company.
My presence would make her happy (i hope to god that someday my presence makes the girl i love happy). We would share undeniable passion in the heat of true love.
We would go to Disneyland, and i would finally know that it really is the happiest place on earth. (cheesy but Ive always only liked Disneyland because when I'm there i only really think about how it would be with the one i truly love).
We would sleep side by side, maybe hand in hand, keeping each other warm.
I would memorize all of her cute habits, and enjoys all of her flaws.
I would look into her eyes and fall in love all over again
(just like in the movies).
And then I'd wake up.
