Something pretty is stuck in my mind

With my head down I'm walking
Looking at the dusty road.
All the grey and empty thoughts.
All the songs playing in my head.
All the lyrics making me regret.

There's something in my mind.
That can't get out.
Something different and pure,
Something pretty and blue,
Something right and wrong,
Something weak and strong,
Something simple and strange,
Something nice and mean.
This something is making me feel
Like my life is worth living.

Walking down this old street
As the rain starts to pour.
I look at all the drops and
feel like I'm a fool.
I have been waiting on you
For so many time.
I've been dreaming and painting
All the pictures in my mind.
I just realize that I'm a fool,
Cuz I don't have the strength
To show you the things tickling my head.

You aren't even mine,
But I miss, I miss you so.
I miss the smile on your face
I miss your curly hair.
I miss these big brown eyes
I miss your pretty smile
I miss your funny words,
I miss your goodbye hugs.

I know you like me so
But not the way I want.
I know you like me as a friend
And I know you won't be mine.
But looking at your eyes I realize
That there are so many words
I'm afraid to say.
I just know by now
you're that pretty something
that is stuck in my mind.
You're the one I love to draw
And I already miss you so.